I was just havin fried chicken for my lunch , 11 prawn with my dinner and also with a super chocolate super heavy cheese cake. I make it so I am sure it is also super unhealthy. Its is guilt as a patient of cholesterol high with havin these. I am not naive as havin two kiwifruit will divorce my crime.
I dont prefer havin this feel everyday. I know I create this by myself. I should be more in control but I dont. Actually i dont want to be divorce with others. I dont think I can havin only the coleslaw while watching my family using the oilly, crunchy, delicious fried chicken. This act will make me feels distinct.Seriously, I need to manage my menu. I need to keep my mind positive.
Nobody knows how nervous i m.. I used to be a unhealthy child. Ofcouse a unhealthy teenager. I know I will continue unhealthy, unhealthy, unhealthy.
I had no way to complain. I made it. I dunno my less sleeping cause it or my presumptuous manage my diet.
I lost my confidence.
I lost my health.
I hate.
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